January 2012
1 post
there once was a girl
who loved someone tons
and was taught when she was young
that love would be repaid with love
when the world was good and done.
and so she danced through life
giving love wherever she went
but found that other would keep
their love up pent.
she noticed but stayed naiive
and hoped that one day things would change
people would see her worth
and the strength of her...
December 2011
2 posts
do you know what’s kind of sad? as i look at the list below, and when i imagine doing all this stuff, i don’t imagine doing it with anyone. i want to do all that alone. is that bad? i guess, i just don’t want anyone to come along because i’m afriad they won’t feel the same way i would, or they’d mess everything up. i know that’s a horrible thing to assume,...
Things I Want To Do:
Visit Notre Dame cathedral
go to SXSW in Texas
Wander around a city at night with just my thoughts
Spend a whole day at a book store
Sell a piece of original art
Go to Disneyworld/land during the Halloween season and be able to dress up as Ariel/Kim Possible
Meet Yoko Ono and talk to her about her art
Go to Argentina during Christmas
Move down south
Go on a roadtrip
...
November 2011
1 post
2 tags
this is going to sound so dumb but,
i just realized that he’s my “ex” now.
i don’t know why that hurts so much, but it really does.
ugh, crap now im crying
October 2011
1 post
i put my whole heart into this. why couldn’t you do the same for me?
i keep defending you to everyone
“he’s a really good guy”.
are you? im starting to doubt you.
if you wre such a good guy
you wouldn’t have hurt me so many times now.
its not that you mean to,
you’re just…
dumb, i suppose.
yeah,
you’re actually really dumb.
i miss the...
August 2011
2 posts
it’s easier to eat ice cream than to think about how crappy your relationship is.
it’s easier to stare at your feet than think about all the horrible things you’ve said.
it’s easier to stop talking than to think about your regrets.
and it’s apparently way easier to hate on a girl you havent talked to in a year than to think about how unhappy you are.
i would know.
future
people have been making me talk about my future a lot. they want me to tell them what college i’ll be applying to and what i want to major in.
but, i have this big dream in my head, i have the full picture. but no one wants to hear about that,
it’s a cute picture, of me, down in Austin. The city is just big enough for me to explore when i’m free. An artistic city, with museums...
you know what? i was really proud of myself for being able to stay so happy for so long, and you just ruined it all. i used to feel like crap everyday of my life. i remember coming home from school and feeling a giant hole in my chest because all of your bullshit was just killing me. i changed schools because of YOU. YOU made me feel so depressed every day when i would be completely alone, when i...
July 2011
3 posts
3 tags
Some things I just don’t want to let out,
Green-eyed devils
Go wandering about.
And following them, no doubt
Angers presence is stout.
I’m sorry I ran out of jokes
And ran out of smoke
To cover your eyes.
I’m sorry I’m not who you think.
Give me a moment, I’ll be gone in a blink.
There are some things I don’t want in the air.
Once they’re out...
well well well LOOK what we have here.
apparently i was a good enough friend the other day to deserve the honor of you texting me for the first time in about half a year or so.
wow gee, i would really just like to thank the academy, my family for helping me get here, and God of course! :D
:|
:|
:|
/sarcasm
lets see how long this whole “i like her again” phase lasts. lets see.
June 2011
2 posts
“Anne is really good for the most part except when she excludes me, gives me...”
– this will haunt me for a while
I can’t believe I let so many people down
By running my mouth and hurting them
Whenever I’m around.
I should probably just go away
And dissapear into the ground.
Maybe someday I can grow again
Into something with more tact
That knows all the right things to say
And the right way to act.
But maybe the sun will wither me away
And everyone will go on,
Wondering...
May 2011
1 post
4 tags
“When I die, I want to be remembered for two things: I was a woman of God, and I...”
– My reverend
April 2011
6 posts
I can’t find you,
you are much too far away.
i don’t hear you
voice is softer day by day.
Always thought you understood me
and the fee’s i have to pay.
I can’t find you,
you’re not the same.
I don’t know you,
you’re like the clouds in the sky.
I can’t trust you,
because you’ll keep on drifting by
Don’t tell me that i’m changing
you couldn’t wave goodbye.
I don’t know you,
you...
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long story short, i originally my this blog to post personal writing and stuff, along with the given photos, quotes, and other reblogged stuff. but then people found it that i didn’t want reading it, so i made a different blog (the one above) and kept all the reblogs and impersonal stuff on there, and all my “creative writing” or whatever you want to call...
no one has ever left me speechless like you do.
i never felt my heart stop until i saw you.
i never understood love songs until i heard you sing.
i never knew heartbreak until i met you.
1 roll of red duct tape
12 green pipe cleaners
3 days
1 trip to the post office
1 smile?
i hope you don’t mind that i’m having my religion class pray for you everyday. i just want you to be healed. remember that i love you
<3
February 2011
6 posts
1 tag
Reverend Bowers
I’ve been going to church almost my entire life. I think my parents started bringing me when I was 1, maybe 2. And I’ve always gone to the same church, and have always had the same minister.
Growing up in a religious family, I always considered my religion a big part of my life. In fact, it’s one of the biggest parts of my life. The congregation is very small, so we all know...
1 tag
if you love someone, you have to let them go, right?
1 tag
“she’s not dying, honey.”
“but it feels like she is”
3 tags
Miranda
I met Miranda when was I was around 6. She went to my church. I’ll admitt that I don’t remember much of her before she was 13 or so, but she was always there in my life. Every Sunday, she would be there in church with her aunt. I would never question her relationship with her aunt much, I somehow knew that she lived with her for reasons that were very complicated and not something to...
Shakespeare once famously wrote that “all the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players”. I’ve found that to be pretty true throughout my lifetime. Not in the sense that all people are actors, playing a part throughout their lives and staying behind a mask; instead in a sense that everyone in your life is a type of character, and though it might not seem...
January 2011
2 posts
1 tag
you texted me for the first time in what feels like forever just now. we had a conversation and everything. it’s like our friendship just froze in place, and now maybe we can thaw it out and keep moving forward.
there are still problems. but at least i can see now that you haven’t completely changed. people are objects of their surroundings. so maybe it’s just your change in...
formspring.me
i’m kinda out-of-my-mind bored so just post stuff okayyy?
http://www.formspring.me/lizmigiggles
December 2010
4 posts
line game.
rules: everyone goes to one side of the room. the teacher says a scenario/statement, and if it applies to you, you walk up to the duct tape line on the floor.
religion class today.
it was harder than i thought it would be. i had to use all of my strength to not cry infront of the class. especially when the statement was if i knew anyone who had committed suicide, or if i felt alone, or if i...
so we got news today that a teacher at my school...
i never had her, and i’ve only been in the school for about 3 months anyway, so i wasn’t too upset about it. i honestly don’t think i’ve ever met her so i didn’t have a reason to get worked up.
but fucking no one else even cared it seems like. everyone just kinda went about the day as normal. idk what it is about people at this school butthey just thrive off of not...
i just noticed that i still have you as my “father” on facebook.
great, now im crying.
November 2010
59 posts
That awkward moment when you're talking and you...
big time rush just needs to go on tour soon ok
well, according to wikipedia, they are going to tour in spring 2010, and spring officially begins on March 20, which is 246 days, 5920 hours, 355236 minutes, or 21314161 seconds away. excitingggggg.
i just scanned a few photos/drawings onto my...
gimme a minute and i’ll upload them
People in school are like why are you so quiet,...
2 tags
introduction
so since this is technically my new blog, i guess i’ll start off with introducing myself.
I’m Liz, fifteen, yadda yadda yadda. I love taking pictures, but I have trouble getting inspired since i see the same thing everyday. I’m starting to take my camera everywhere, just incase something cathes my eye.
I’m a very religious person, but I will ALWAYS respect other peoples...
2 tags
baba-louie:
this is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to go through. it was really the last thing i ever expected you to say.
i was waiting to hear that a member of the church passed away, something i could have dealt with after a few tears and hugs. when you started crying, i could feel my stomache drop.
i heard you say under your breath “i can’t do this”. that made it worse.
when you told us...
baba-louie:
i’m currently making a “CARLOS’ #1 FAN!” poster for when i meet big time rush tomorrow and oh lord im so excited i can’t wait i dont even like boybands like im not the type of person to “ironically” like n*sync or whatever but big time rush is just so talented im about to go put their cd in the bose sound system because im home alone aka i can sing along as loud as i want while...
under a read more because its about my church...
baba-louie:
I love my church family. I just checked a message on my answering machine; it was my Reverend, she called to see how i was doing.
Every Sunday at my church, we have this “Joys and Concerns” moment. If you would like the congregation to say a prayer, of joy or sorrow, you can stand up and light and candle on the alter and say what you want the people to pray for. not everyone goes up...
august 15, 2010
baba-louie:
That was the last time i would ever see you. I would have never thought that you would do this. You seemed fine. You were talking about the future, and your upcoming senior year.
I always thought that you were going to be something great. You wrote the most beautiful music, and had a moving voice. I knew that you would be a star. But I guess that can’t happen now.
Why would you do...
this may sound cheesy but,
baba-louie:
i’m so sick of violence.
everywhere i look now, someone is being shot or killed.
have you guys heard about the pizza delivery man who was stabbed 70 times after answering a call to an abandoned house? Well, one of the murders went to middle school with my sister.
3 teens this past month killed themselves over bullying.
3 or 4 people, one of them being a toddler, were shot and...
i guess i should tell ya'll about school mass now,...
baba-louie:
hidden because a lot of my followers really don’t care about religion
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baba-louie:
illneverloseaffection:
...
OH GOD
baba-louie:
k, so.
last night. jonas brothers concert. in the middle of the set my friends are like “I GOTSTA PEE” so of course i gotta go with them and what not and then we buy some merch while we’re out there. All this time the jonas brothers are still playing but I couldn’t understand what song it was.
So then we’re walking back to our seats and i’m still trying to figure out what goddamn...
story time kiddos
baba-louie:
So today i was at this filmmaking camp i’ve been in for the past week, and we were shooting a scene in a park. There was like guy running around with about 79534 kids and was like “BE A EAGLE! SOAR, CHILDREN, SOOOAAARRR!!!! ROARRRR!” (because eagles def roar right?). anyways, we shot the scene and as we were packing up to move on, he comes over to us (sans children) and was like “CAN...
baba-louie:
Bob Dylan - When He Returns The iron...